I am officially excited and still can hardly believe whats really happening. I am so happy and yet at the same time jealous of myself. But my worse fear is being unable to complete the assignment. Im hyping it up and myself up and I don't want to set mysyelf up for failure. But I really want to just leave on good terms with everyyone and bring lots of pictures with me whne i leave and i just hope someone writes to me so i own't feel so lonely. I wonder if i'll have enough time to write people and connect with the people from Guinea. Sometimes I wonder if I'll have an kind of impact at all? As long as i keep a open heart and a friendly attitude i think i can accomplish anything while I'm there. I just hope and pray that i catch on to the languages. I will work hard on my language study while I'm there, even if i need to ask someone to tutor me. i will work hard on my language skills so i can connect with the people better and be able to do my job better. I hope i become fluent while i'm there. that would be a huge accomplishment for me. thatd make me extremely happy. YAY!
Anyway I want to have a going away party and maybe a party in new paltz and also like a going away dinner maybe kinda sort of. idk. part of me doesn't want to make a big deal about it because i'm afraid of failure. BUt i think i should because it's not everyday people do this and i think i'm ready. i just have to think positively and make the most of it while i'm there.
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June, 2007
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