I'm been very angry. Last weekend I was sad but then just angry. Being at work give me plenty time to think things over and question a lot. I couldn;t figure out what it was I wanted. And I don't ask for much.
I'm not going to hold a grudge, nor am I going to continue to be upset at anyone especially not myself. I can't beat myself up anymore than I alreadyy have. I miss being happy so much. So I've just decided to focus on what I have right now. And focus on work and where I want to go from here. And I'm thankful I have the oppurtunity to do so, now that nothing is stopping me.
All I can do now is hope for the best, and all you could do is wish me luck.