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June 12, 2007

LIBRA (Sep 23 - Oct 22): You may be torn today between what your senses tell you and where your dreams are pulling you. This may not be a new dilemma, yet it might seem increasingly important now. Instead of believing that you must choose between your head and your heart, forge a new path between the extremes to include both.

Thats exactly what I needed to hear. I always want both and everything. And it's true I dont see how it could possibly be, I always feel like I have to choose but I think that if I just trust in myself and God I'll be able to have everything I ever wanted. I worry too much. And I want everything. I know I can't get everything I want but should I try anyway? And it always seems to be a dilemma between my head and my heart. they can never agree on anything.

Like right now, I'm not talking to Shequann. I havent told him why. I just stopped talking to him. I can't take it, I dont even feel like he cares. Why is he letting me be mad at him for this long? Thats not cool. It doesnt even seem like he cares. He just thinks its dumb for me to not tell him whats wrong. And then he leaves my aim messages telling me to call him. Hello? I'm mad at you, why would I bother calling? I'm mad at you. I dont wanna talk to you. i think I may drag this out to the weekend because him acting like he doesnt care and making me more upset. He didnt call me today. He just left me a message on my aim. That is all.

I think my heart is telling me to give it a rest and stop trying to make something that isnt there appear. I already know that he's not who I am looking for. I thought he was, but more and more I feel like I havent met who I'm supposed to be with or i have and just havent realized yet.

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